Beloved Kit.
Oh sweet darling woman.
And I at your wedding so very long ago
Where the granddad sang
And my brother was stowed in a drawer
And you wore the softest of blues
Which tugged out your eyes
That sparkled and shone
For him. And all of us.
And you stood firm
And proud and strong
As you ran a business
And bore six children.
And stood stalwart
Like an icon for the
Rest of us girls
In our endless family.
And after all that you played
Bridge and golf
Up to your nineties
And shone some more
Like a beacon for the old.
With your nails always painted
And hair just so
And your clothes so glamourous.
And then, the bottom fell out.
Your youngest died his neverending
Death from cancer. And overnight
Your mind snapped shut.
And I saw the shell last week
Of what you had become.
Your smile intact, his name deleted.
From your thoughts, your life.
Only the names of those others
Long dead and gone, are now alive.
Your mother, my mother
Your husband, your father.
I miss you.
Random thoughts from an older perspective, writing, politics, spirituality, climate change, movies, knitting, writing, reading, acting, activism focussing on aging. I MUST STAY DRUNK ON WRITING SO REALITY DOES NOT DESTROY ME.
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Precious Aunt
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Gosh, You look so like Your aunt.
ReplyDeleteThis ageing is a curse and not for wimps.
The days are long, but life is short.
ReplyDeleteso beautifully crafted, so heart-tuggingly sad
ReplyDeleteI grieve with you.
ReplyDeleteSo terribly sad - painful. thanks.
ReplyDeleteSomething is bound to happen in the end. it's what you make of it before then that counts.
ReplyDeleteI have caught up with you since the post when you announced your departure. Congratulations on your success, a very enjoyable trip, a happy family reunion and some splendid impressions to collect into a bundle of happy memories.
Sorry about your old friends' spoiling the atmosphere. Best not to talk politics; you could always drop them now, but that would be very drastic and cause bad feelings. The bad taste in your mouth you'll have to live with.
GM:
ReplyDeleteThe older I get the more I look like my father they tell me and photos bear this out.
To look like my mother's side of the family would please me greatly!
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I like that Moe but I would add that the days are far too short the longer the life.
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thank you Pauline
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thank you Marcia!
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And I with you Ramana!
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Nothing as powerful as carpe diem in our lives, Betty!
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thanks Friko!
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What a cruel blow - to lose an offspring - at any time of life, and doubly hard when the parent is advanced in years and fragile.
ReplyDeleteYour beautiful and sensitive words would surely ease her pain if she could see and understand them, WWW.
T:
ReplyDeleteThanks for your lovely comment, I hope she is at peace, she seems docile and full of smiles.
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Bawling, I am.
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ReplyDeleteBeautiful words
that made me cry.
I pray I go before
any of my
much loved
children
Orla:
ReplyDeleteThe long goodbye. Again.
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OWJ:
ReplyDeleteAs do I, my dear. As do I.
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