Saturday, March 05, 2016
Processing thoughts, some conflicting or rubbing off each other in sparks.
How do you make major decisions in your life?
Evaluation - pro and contra columns?
Talk to loved ones that you trust?
Throw it out there to the universe (something like I'm doing right now!)
Yeah, I am at a crossroads.
Sometimes we just run into ourselves head on.
Time is far more precious to me than it ever was.
And there's not enough of the tempus thing. It fugits through my fingers.
All week I was running, 5 days of it. Meetings, training, seminars. Non-stop it seemed.
This old house has lost its magic, it needs too much attention from me along with Elder Dog, Ansa. I need most of my attention for me now.
And I'm fresh out, overnight it seems, of the magic-steam of helping others.
Nervously, I ran the insides of my brain under Daughter's gaze yesterday. And she validated everything I was saying. She'd been reluctant to broach Crossroads with me. Relief was enormous. For both of us.
There is no one else, apart from My Dear Dead Ones, that I would trust with offering me support or advice or compassion or wisdom.
Like I said: Crossroads.